The you i don’t know

I wanna go on date nights with you, i want to share my bucket list with you,i want to have those late night conversations with you,i want to listen to sad songs with you,i want to watch the Stars with you,i want to do those crazy dances and make funny faces with you,i want to do karaoke nights with you,i want to go on road trips and long meaningless drives with you, i want to carpool with you, i want to go on picknicks with you,i want to go camping with you,i want to listen to your laughter even when am not funny,i want to see you smile everytime you see me,i want the love. I want,i want you, all of you, i want to be vulnerable and free around you.But i don’t know where you are or who you are, and everytime that am about to give up on ever finding you i pinch myself back to reality because you are my reality, and when something is real you wait for it no matter how long it takes.